Weekly Summary(20200105)

What I should do is what I don’t want to do

This is the first summary of 2020. It has special meaning for me, because this is a new beginning for me. I wanted to write something meaningful, but unfortunately, I was failed. I don’t know what to write. I know I should define my goals at this moment, but I don’t want to do it.

I usually stand in this status that I know what should I do, but I don’t want to do it.

We are ordinary

Everyone living in the world has his/her purpose, someone wants to change the world, someone wants work and life balance, someone struggles to achieve a high reputation.

Changing the world is nice, but most of us can’t achieve this goal. We are ordinary people. If we don’t realize this, we will dive into anxiety. I always do what more than I can hold, so I meet with many failures. Now thinking back through the time, I really regret what I have done in the past few years. The right way is doing one thing and do it better, do it best. You must be aware of your limits. Doing too many things at the same time will take you nowhere.

What are interests?

We usually say “I can’t learn it well because I don’t have interest on it”. This may be a reason for why we can’t be expert in some fields, but this may be just an excuse.

What are interests? Can interests be cultivated?

I think interests are not inherent, they can be cultivated and trained.

So my skills can be improved to be my interests. Certainly, I must take a long time exercise.